I have woken grumpy! Prayer was hard, meditation almost impossible, and there is no live-streamed Mass I can watch this morning. I am really not sure why I am grumpy since I slept well. For the first time while here I feel like crying and just giving up.

So I am just going to plot on today – stay with the routine and keep going forward. I have a few things to do and then I can read. Fight the urge to simply collapse on the bed and sleep.

Heart of Jesus, have mercy!